I'm pre-occupied with many thoughts. This time, i sense sincerity and the lack of from a million miles away. I really hate this unfair judgement that is always labelled. Somehow it haunts me every now and then, like an irritating fly that doesn't go away. And don't ask me to get over it, because i simply can't. I would one day, when ___stop mattering in my life. And if this goes on, i have a feeling it won't be any longer.