Right now i just totally agree on charlene's point, on life reaching its stagnancy. hopefully it doesn't reach a stage of retardation like that in the butler's life cycle model. haha.

Its almost like everyday i have nothing to look forward to (but the next holiday probably) and everything i do is simply menial. i really hope to make some sense out of the knowledge that we acquire but somehow most of the time i can't seem to find any sort of relavance in it.

At the risk of sounding really mean, i seriously cannot believe how some people can be so dense. totally and absolutely impossible to connect with. Whenever _____ says something, i can't help but want to roll my eyes a million times. I'm like are you for real? seriously? But then always, theres no one present where i could possibly share my agony and exasperation with ): Maybe its just me, but whatever it is lah.

Life is becoming such a routine that i somehow do not want to get used to. Hopefully a revival/restoration - like that in the butler's life cycle - soon. And yeah, not really depressed either, just feeling stagnated. in other words, a.k.a. sian. I just need some form of a new injection in my life, of what i do not know.

Maybe i've just been doing too many futile things of late such that i simply feel unaccomplished and uninspired. haha and speaking of engaging in pointless activities for the sake of it, i really feel like watching love guru. and i probably will, sometime this week.
haha so much for whinning and whinning. i never learn.

anws its been 2 long weeks in school and i've yet to see ailing. impossible!