everything's seriously a major dread these days.
i cannot express how much i hate school now.
especially how they like to MASS remind us on a daily basis that prelims are in 5 weeks time (ok, 4 now)
and how a certain lecturer would go 'your A's is in less than 4 months now, its all in your hands, not mine, not your parents, so its up to you to make it or break it.'

i mean if everything is in such an urgency, why dont she start doing her job by teaching efficiently and not waste time reminding us how we should be worried and all that.
its not as if we havent heard enough of that already.
argh, i dont think its a coincidence that maths is my least favourite and my worst subject everrr.
who are you to talk abt passion in maths when the way u teach dont even exhibit a least bit of it.

the thing about jc life is that u dont really have one.
if its suposed to be preparation to the uni, i dont see why we should be treated this way.
why is it such a big deal if one choose not to attend a lesson?
its not as if we wont turn up if it's gonna be slightly beneficial.

im so irritated by how this not attending just one ASP is so largely over-rated.
does it really matter that much? its just a lesson for goodness sake, why keep trying to get back at us.
we're 18, we know our limits.
its not as if we're not doing our work.

give us a punishment test for all i could care. im too tired to try and prove u wrong or anything of that sort. i cant really be bothered with that anymore.

why is it anyone's problem that people skip lessons or school for that matter.
people should start worrying for themselves and reflect upon their little miserable lives before they point fingers and laugh at others.
because with that kind of results they are getting, they really shouldnt be proud at all.
it further proves my point that we are all on equal standing. no one is even slightly better off so why do they give themselves the exclusive right to think they are a notch higher?
WHAT A JOKE.

everything is so wrong.
as much as i dont want to get wasted being irritated,i cant ignore the fact that i really am.
im sorry thats a rather angsty post but if u were in my shoes, u would feel it too.
everythings like this major flop that i cant get myself out of, till november the 17 i shall put up with it.
at least friends around me are sane.