my life's like a mesh of tangled up wires.
i think i do have a lot to say.
but im afraid if i were to say it here, i'l look like some psycho depresso
having a disturbed life.
and have people thinking that im so seeking for attention.
or maybe i am yet again thinking too much, reading too much,
and seeing too much into things.
i feel like an absolute basketcase.
and maybe if i really talk about it, i will look and sound like one.
things that are really bothering me.
i can keep them no more.
i really hate this.
i hate feeling like a downright shit.
how much lower can life get?