And shouldn't it be just fine if we had all done it to our best ability?

i usually have an idea of what i will be blogging abt
before i finish the entire entry.
today i dont.
i'm just afriad that anything that i say will simply come
out the wrong way.
so pardon the singlish and bad sentence structure and whatever crap if i do.
i will just be very honest here

lots of things to say but you just
don't know where to begin
i'm sure a lot of us are feeling this way.
and maybe some outsider may think that we are over reacting
afterall we may still see each other next year

but seriously, they should just go shit or something.
they've got no clue to how we're feeling.

just when classmates sort of finally got comfortable
with one another
they decide to split us up.

and personally for me
its weird, like worrying for someone else,
more than u actually
do for yourself.
and honestly, i never expected myself to feel this way as well.

can you imagine,
someone whom u talked to, eat with, laughed with, had fun with
almost everyday of school.
and its more than just that.

and now it seems like i'm moving on, leaving my friend behind.
i never thought i would say this but
yes cow, i am really going to miss her so so much.
i know elee and viperr will too.

and deep in my heart, i'll keep praying that things do turn out well for her.

and whatever it is, whichever way it had turned out, we will always be friends.